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| Sunday, July 27th, 2008 | | 2:24 am |
Political Rant - Maazie - Political Rant
Lately with Obama spreading Hope like the bubonic plague, and giving speeches that make me want to believe in something. I am slowly beginning to appreciate things more about what is approaching. Some kind of New Dawn... ALSO!I keep seeing things, like this.... And it makes me happy. That's Karl Rove.... Alot of people lately have been trying to perform "Citizen Arrests" for war crimes. This one was from Friday. He looks like he is about to shit himself. Of course the police arrest the people who are trying it because it's not legal. But it still warms my heart.
New Zealand A university student group offered a reward for those who would attempt a citizen's arrest on Friday on Condoleeza Rice when she was visiting on Friday. But nothing really went down.
So Friday was a busy day for justice.
| | Saturday, May 31st, 2008 | | 3:53 pm |
| | Wednesday, May 28th, 2008 | | 2:33 pm |
Xune, one of my main characters from my Storyline. Like all good anime/mangas you need a chick with giant boobs. This is my one. The whole thing took I would say about 10ish Hours. Make sure you check out the Process Link too.
PROCESS Xune Click Me I am neat!
 | | Saturday, May 24th, 2008 | | 1:48 am |
My Works
A few of my new things. My new version of my main character Nivh from a story I am doing, and my still work in progress tattoo.
I rarely post much so feel grateful for reading my neato picture post. Thats about it for now though.
| | Tuesday, December 11th, 2007 | | 3:22 pm |
"But I believe the world is burning to the ground. Oh well, I guess we're gonna find out." - How Far We've Come, Matchbox Twenty
Intro
Went to the Mall With Bee, Noah, and Dani Yesterday. Good times aside from Slight but Funny Drama and Other minor things.
Took longer than Bee wanted to get Dani after she picked me up, had to get a Gas Can for her Van because her brother ran her Van out of Gas to the point where it wouldn't start. And Apparently the only place in the world where they sell Gas Cans is Wal-Mart.
So we picked up Dani, she was going to take her Daughter with us but her Daughter didn't approve of me being around I guess, because she figured out I was going to harvest her organs probably. So she was crying alot, and Dani's Mum didn't seem to mind taking her for the day.
Dani is super nifty and fun, we have talked online a bit for a few weeks but didn't really get introduced at Bee's 21st.
Bulk
So after a few delays we were at the Mall, everyone was dying of starvation however so food court first priority. Friendly's
While waiting for our food we got the joy of watching someone take a child out of Friendly's because they were crying and some guy yelled "Shut Up!" and probably kill it in some kind of Friendly's Child Death Pit Because we never saw the kid after that... like a Ball Pit, Only with more Death like a well-placed Wood Chipper the floor.
The Christmas Spirit... you can feel it's warm glow in people's love,
Noah was super well behaved the whole time until the ride home which is probably for the best. He was sleeping alot and was cranky with pent up rage-ahol. However at one point he was trying to eat my hand when I was giving him fry chunks. Cute. Our Team clearly had the superior baby at Friendly's.
Got a Burger with Fries that wasn't cooked all that good despite asking for it "Well Done". That cost like 9 dollars and like 2 dollars for a drink and the girl waiting on us was awful. Took her like 10+ minutes to get the drinks, she didn't seem to think some food requires forks.
Purchasing Items!
After that, we we're on a Mission to find Bee a Red Dress. After alot of nothing, she found something she liked and all was good. I got some clothes I wanted, something for Kim that she wanted, and something for Bees she spontaneously wanted which worked out for me, because I wanted to her something for Christmas but I probably won't see her again before it comes around.
So that was good, its nice having Money around Christmas Time, I normally never have. I have everyone taken care of except for my sisters.
Outro
That was pretty much it for the Mall Trip. Some things after we're "Blah" but I won't go into it. Everything will eventually work out.
Overall Good Day.
Today
Other than that, Watched Michael Moore's Sicko today. Damn good, very depressing though on how our Country is going down the drain. I know its one side's viewpoint but I still back it. Because everyone I know has zero health insurance, and it's retarded.
Have to go to work in a bit.
Good Times. | | Thursday, November 22nd, 2007 | | 9:38 pm |
| | Thursday, November 15th, 2007 | | 12:11 pm |
| | Saturday, November 10th, 2007 | | 12:56 am |
Maybe I don't want to have fun.
Maybe I just want to do this and lose myself within.
God
Life is a mystery
Everyone must stand alone
I hear you call my name
And it feels like home
When you call my name it's like a little prayer
I'm down on my knees, I wanna take you there
In the midnight hour I can feel your power
Just like a prayer
you know I'll take you there
I hear your voice
it's like an angel sighing
I have no choice
I hear your voice
Feels like flying
I close my eyes
Oh God I think I'm falling
Out of the sky
I close my eyes
Heaven help me
When you call my name it's like a little prayer
I'm down on my knees, I wanna take you there
In the midnight hour I can feel your power
Just like a prayer
you know I'll take you there
Like a child
you whisper softly to me
You're in control just like a child
Now I'm dancing
It's like a dream
no end and no beginning
You're here with me
it's like a dream
Let the choir sing
(2x)When you call my name it's like a little prayer
I'm down on my knees, I wanna take you there
In the midnight hour, I can feel your power
Just like a prayer
you know I'll take you there
Just like a prayer, your voice can take me there
Just like a muse to me, you are a mystery
Just like a dream, you are not what you seem
Just like a prayer, no choice your voice can take me there
(2x)When you call my name it's like a little prayer
I'm down on my knees, I wanna take you there
In the midnight hour I can feel your power
Just like a prayer
you know I'll take you there
Rufio - Like a Prayer, Covered From Madonna
| | Wednesday, October 31st, 2007 | | 4:30 pm |
| | Tuesday, October 23rd, 2007 | | 8:03 pm |
Bioshock Review and Life
Ob-la-di, ob-la-da
Life goes on, bra
La la how the life goes on
Ob-la-di, ob-la-da
Life goes on, bra
La la how the life goes on
Bioshock Personal Review
Rented Bioshock and Beat it. It is the best game I have played in a long time, plot wise. Gameplay was good but not Gears of War good.
Any game that has Psionics is always super cool in my book. Only problem with it is that the guns are more powerful than the "Plasmids"(Psionics), which everyone was fighting for because it was supposed to make you stupid powerful.
Other good parts of the game:
The Bad Ass 1960's Theme - No advanced weapons that shoot plasma, just bullets, or grenades.
Killing 3 Year old girls - ALOT OF THEM, so many many games avoid child violence for good reasons, however it isn't shown just insinuated, but still something new! If the concept of killing little girls bothers you, they are kind of evil, draining out people's genetic material, and walking around with giant monsters that protect them.
Underwater City - Rapture is the setting, an underwater city build by a billionaire to help people escape having what they earn taken from them, by the governments or the Church. Scenery everyone is amazing.
Bad Parts:
Death - If you die, you come back in half health and half psionic energy(EVE), and are taken to a nearby regeneration tube. This causes the game to not be hard, as every challenge involving fights you will win inevitably because your enemies do not heal.
Second Sight, Psi Ops both good psionics related games too. Second Sight had a great plot. Been meaning to rent Psychonauts but haven't. Supposed to be one of those "Great Games your not Playing".
LIFE
Life is ok, going to see if I can save up enough money for this WACOM Tablet that is coming out. If you don't know what a tablet is, you draw on it and it draws on the computer. However most of them you have to look at the monitor of the computer to draw, this one has a screen on it.
Only problem is it could cost about 1,000-1,500 dollars, not sure yet.
I should probably buy a Car >.> or pay off my Credit Card Debt though.
Oh well, thats about it for now.
-Maazie Out
| | Tuesday, October 16th, 2007 | | 9:07 pm |
Under Pressure
"Chipping around, kick my brains around the floor
These are the days it never rains but it pours"
Lately my thoughts have been bothering me, I haven't felt this bad in a while. I don't even know what it is. A lot of crap going on right now, but nothing significant. When I am not working, I don't work much, I sleep, when I am not sleeping I am on the computer. I don't talk to people too much and people don't talk to me that much anymore. Even less since I quit playing Warcraft which I still think quitting is one the best things I have done in the past 3 years. It was a Cancer on my life, but now I feel really behind on where I should be. So I have been trying to get lost in my own head. Getting lost in my head is alright, I have been coming up with alot of things I wouldn't have thought about before. Been writing alot to try and get these thoughts down, trying to draw the story in my head is hard, so I have been trying to work on drawing. I started taking some pills I got online, that is supposed to help you focus on things, I think it works but another thing I noticed from them is, I'm not really hungry anymore. Ever. It's weird. The last thing about them is I can't sleep excessively anymore, So I just lay there. Getting lost in my head.
Insanity laughs, under pressure we're cracking
Can't we give ourselves one more chance
Why can't we give love one more chance
Why can't we give love, give love, give love, give love, give love
Cause love's such an old fashioned word
And love dares you to care
For the people on the edge of the night
And love dares you to change our way of
Caring about ourselves
-Under Pressure, Queen/Bowie
| | Monday, September 10th, 2007 | | 11:36 am |
Taken from myspace blog
Depressing even more, I just typed up a whole thing here and lost it because Myspace sucks.
Life has gotten very stagnant, how that I am done with ITT I really need to find either a job or more school. Either of which I have been hesitant to do. Was talking to my cousin who has gotten way too tall and has a very deep voice now apprently, he just started going to BOCES for engineering. Which is cool, I really do miss my BOCES days.
Been really bored, haven't hung out with anyone lately. Was hanging out with a guy from work but I lost his number. Need to get it again.
Lately for my art things I do, I did a background for my myspace, you can probably see it. Tried to upload it to my photos but myspace compresses it's pictures to make them look awful but have small file size.
Resident Evil 3 Comes out soon, Mila Jovovich is always good. And mostly naked for some reason. Ok, Entry over for now. *SAVES AND COPIES* There I win at life, screw you myspace. | | Monday, September 3rd, 2007 | | 6:03 am |
Bad to.... Bad?
So one left ear had a very painful case of Swimmer's ear. Today it finally opened up, I had people at working trying remedies they have heard of, holding my nose, having someone press on my ear canals, having my manager blow smoke in my ear. But it finally opened up during work.
So the day before that I notice my other ear has pain around the edges. I think of myself... No, no I can't have swimmer's ear in the other ear. But now that one is starting to close up as the other one is opening.
I guess I am lucky? Heh. Lucky that i didn't have it happen to both ears at once so they close up. Instead i have it so one is closing and the other is opening. I figured it out why I might have swimmer's ear this bad. Only been taking baths for the past few months mostly, and I wet my Q-Tips(This weird thing I do so they don't fall part in my ear, the cotton part comes off in my ear sometimes and I have to get tweesiers to take it out). So ... yeah should probably stop that. Current Mood:  depressedCurrent Music: Mindless Self Indulgence - Shut Me Up | | Friday, August 31st, 2007 | | 10:03 pm |
Blah
Kind of Miserable right now. I've had an ear infection for the past few days. Don't have insurance. So I go to the doctor I normally go too, apparently it wasn't an ear infection some how I have Swimmer's Ear. But not from swimming or anything just got it randomly, which I am told happens.
My doctor rocks though, a normal visit without insurance costs 65 dollars, but he adjusted it so it was only 20. And he pretty much gave me all my meds in sample packs, gave me like 7 of them. That's a fucking doctor!My ear hurts and if I try to eat things my jaw hurts. Can't really sleep right now though because my ear is bothering me so much. Hoping the meds kick in soon.
Had my ITT Graduation yesterday. That went ok, kind of depressing that my, waste of college time, is done for now. Started working on a new character model but I don't feel like doing much with this ear.
Started Watching Death Note, very cool anime. but my favorite character dies halfway through it. Blah. | | Saturday, August 25th, 2007 | | 12:14 am |
Very bothersome. Just finished my Associates for ITT Tech for Multimedia. The place was a crap hole, Only one of the teachers knew anything. Thank god he was the 3d Modeling And Photoshop teacher. Other than that the teachers were just friends of the Program Chairs with no experience in the programs and a few were students who just had associates. So I got about a 10 thousand dollar or less education for about 25-30 thousand. Fuck.
Other than that depressed about what to do next. If anything I will have to go out of state to get a good education or settle for something smaller. Doubtful I will find any work out here for my field.
One good thing to come recently is I quit playing Warcraft.
Took one of those 5 Hour Energy Bottles. Not noticing much. Working on Low Polygon Modeling. Bother. | | Monday, July 23rd, 2007 | | 5:47 pm |
Been a while my LJ >.>
>.> <.< Hmm. So, been a bit since I posted on here. I quit Warcraft for now to work on my 3d modeling. Trying to wrap up my final project for my last class before I graduate The project is a huge scene I have been making for the past month or so, should have put more work into it though. It involves a character from Naruto, the anime series, in which hopefully he will be fighting. However finishing up seems to be taking longer than planned so I am not sure if I am going to have the scene be animated which would be amazingly lame. The Character is Gaara been working on modeling his hair for about 3 days now. Almost done though, then I have to attach his body to his head and texture it. So much to do. Bother Other than that life is very stagnate. I am getting really sick of having a minimum wage job -.-. Le sigh. | | Sunday, January 7th, 2007 | | 1:25 pm |
Gaara's Gourd
Been Bored, wasting time with Neverwinter Nights 2 and waiting for the warcraft expansion on the 16th instead of working on modeling. Blah.
This is one of my first models I love. Now I just need the full version of Gaara to come out this good. | | Thursday, December 28th, 2006 | | 3:44 pm |
| | Sunday, December 3rd, 2006 | | 12:49 am |
Gates of Oblivion Closed.
* Mood: Neutral * Listening to: Offspring - Staring at the Sun * Reading: Next Exit by Christy Lijewski * Watching: Nothing lately. * Playing: Beat Oblivion, Still doing FF3 * Eating: Chicken Soup * Drinking: Bottled Water Haven't been working on much for my own works lately just labs. I need to do more tonight. Been playing the Sonic the Hedgehog on the 360 which is hard as hell. But Silver the Hedgehog is super keen because he has telekinesis.
Beat the hell out of Oblivion which the ending of the main quest line was awesome, it involved a dragon killing a giant demon lord. But I won't spoil much else. I was checking my Gamer thing I got all 50 of 50 Accomplishments for the game on the X-Box dialog. Which is freaking hard but I have played it alot with alot of different characters so that makes sense.
I really want to start my final project for Animation II and have insane quality in it. But I have been so sluggish lately. All I do is sleep. But once I am done with Labs I should be able to do forced worked in class which will hopefully spark my juices.
No one talks to me much anymore. Blah. Curse people and their lives. I need Artificial Friends, *gets a master degree in Android-ery* | | Wednesday, November 22nd, 2006 | | 4:27 am |
* Mood: Neutral * Listening to: Nonpoint - In the Air Tonight * Reading: Next Exit by Christy Lijewski * Watching: Still Love Eureka 7, Some naturo * Playing: Final Fantasy 3, Want to play FF12 * Drinking: Bottled Water Blah --- Got my comics today Next Exit by Christy Lijewski, nyanko-chan, on here. Woots. ---- Done with my 3D Animation I class, My teacher gave a few of us who care about learning 3d modeling an extra curricular project of modeling a character from Tekken 2 with low polygons like Tekken 2. I picked Wang... Jireri. Yoshimitsu was taken and he is the only character I know by name. However having problems finding character pictures of him so, my instructor is going to get my some after thanksgiving. ---- Anyways going to go work on my modeling so I don't suck at life and become a failure with 3 kids and a life full of unfulfilled dreams. |
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